Saturday, September 14, 2002

"If you're going to steal something you don't steal from a thrift store. If your going to steal something it should be something big, like a car or a house." -Pat

mood:



Which LOTR Character are you?
Quiz by blantoncirith


not much...just random thoughts today...my room is DONE!!!...Onii-san has seen every movie ever, which becomes more apparent everyday...I go to Patty's today to watch Lord of The Rings! (yes...I know I own it...)...Elli in Harvest Moon 64 is a bitch who won't poop out the damn baby!!! X_X!!...everything tastes better melted *licks up the melted fudge in the cardboard box*...I'm insane...that white girl in The Proud Family reminds me of Caitlin O_O;;;.... Sebby ish purdy...my cape is done for my costume, but I don't know about the rest of it....my ears came in (for my costume >_<)...the old DBZ episodes are funny, but I don't know why...SQUEE IS SO DAMN CUTE!!...I didn't mean to put this many random thoughts...fudge is good....I want to be Tetsuo....I like the chicken dance...I'm in a bearsuit

Friday, September 13, 2002

I apologize for the last post...a little emotional there....I think I'm okay now...I'm VERY sensetive...so I tend to freak out a bit....sorry...
"...and I'm farther from you everyday..." - Farther, Third Eye Blind

mood:

I won't mention names, but I WAS having a great day until the end of school...you know..I say this a lot...but I'm a jeaslous little bitch...I don't know why I can't stop it, but I'm always jealous of this ONE person who hangs out with the ONE person that happens to be my best friend...I love this other person dearly, but why is it that my best friend invites that person over all the time and never really hangs out with me...ever...except at lunch and sometimes after school before we get picked up...and the person is also obsessed with my best friend...so...I get zippo in this situation...why, you ask? because for some reason my best friend hates me? maybe so...it wouldn't suprise me...since a certain thing happened she has done her best to stay away from me (in my opinion) as if she doesn't trust me without atleast one other person around! so this person goes over with just my best friend ALL the time and I always have to go (the few times I'm invited...only once last year and once over the summer, whereas this person went over numerous times and went places with my best friend monthly at the least, thank you) with someone else...makes me VERY sad...although there is that moment of happiness when my best friend aknowledges me...that's always nice...not often, but nice...I don't know...online she doesn't talk to anyone (or so I'm told) so I don't count that...I think she's made an effort to say hello sometimes in the hall, but aside from that it's like I don't exist to her...no "hey, Catlin! wanna go somewhere?" it's "hey! we all made plans for today! the mvie starts in an hour! wanna come!?" and of course I can't come on short notice, so...you get the point...WOW it's good to get that off my chest..also...my mom's doing a fucking hack job on my wallpaper...so I'm going to have to glue some of the wallpaper and color some of the wall black with a marker where she screwed up (the whole top!!!!!)